Always excitement in the world of Emily…
I like to keep it that way=)
I will be taking a trip soon-wouldn’t you like to know where? Can’t tell you now. But when it gets closer I may share. Something has been fighting for me-this is a change-I am usually having to fight-and trust me I don’t mind steppin up to a good fight. But this time it is calling me out-and I am finally answering after all the distractions have been laid bare. I love you. Always will. But I am finally not going to let my fear of failure get the best of me. I have done lots of incredibly cool things and met some absolutely amazing people along the way. But baby I need to do what’s been there in the depths of me for a long time. I haven’t slept the greatest the past few nights. But it’s all worth it. Working it all out in my head to be actualized in due time. It is funny that I fear failure but not death. I could go tomorrow and be just fine. But I am not the only one who feels this way. But I don’t fear suffering like I could. I’ve been introduced to it a few times if you will and eventually wrestled it to the ground.
That’s all I have for you now. Smile for me. Keep kickin’, don’t just try to float above the surface. If you feel all you have in you is just enough to float-I’ll be prayin’ you’ll be given the perseverance, vision, and strength to kick again=) I thank God that He has not let me go. I love each one of you and I know I say this often. But I can’t wait to see what He has in store for you!
I know, I know, this sentimental girl needs to role=)
