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Ahh yes today-a bit crazy.  Good things are up and coming just keep your face pressed to the glass and wait-you’ll see!! I see travelling in my future-how ’bout yours?  I see it Kramer:) 

so last night i had one of those nights where you wake up in the wee hours and your mind begins to mull over things you cannot do anything about, analize how you interacted with so and so, and day dream.  needless to say i had about 4 hours of real rest, so i am sleepy!!!  but my sweet seher called last night to check up and challenge me, and to vent-i like to be her sounding board:)  cause she has been mine. and a good one at that:)  i needed to hear what you had to say seher-it was encouraging and freeing-thanks sweets!  moving forward-

This is a wonderful day where I eat lots of food and my dad breaks out his wonderful humor and calls me a turkey!!!  I have not written in awhile-so here i am to catch all of you up!!!  i have been challenged by thoughts of the future-so i guess i shouldn’t think about it-just wish i had a clue baby!!:)  don’t we all, right?!  also the concept of letting go-this girl is not the one in control-never really was, right?  but sometimes it feels like i have control:/  i gotta give up and let it all fall where it wants to.  steph you are right that either way it is hard-pick up and move forward-i then feel like i have to except the defeat, stay fighting i may be hitting my head against this wall for years!!!  I know some good stuff is ahead for you and me my friend:)  In this I am confident.  Oh and Em’s got her resume out again for another position-here’s to hopin’!!  All in all, no complaints here.  Smile.